If only..

If only I have one chance, just one chance, to tell you how I feel about you, boy...

You took your love away, too fast
Left no chance to say look back
And now I know the truth,
It makes it easier
Maybe when time goes by, I’ll understand

Let’s pretend, that I’ve moved on
And I tell myself, that life goes on, without you.
Open my eyes, look deep inside.
I run away...

You threw it all away
So blind
You pushed me far from you, in your life.
Now I know the tears won’t lead to loneliness
Maybe when time goes by, I’ll understand...

Strength to carry on...

When they push, when they pull
Tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change
Can you lift your head high and stay strong

Will you give up, give in
When your heart's crying out "that is wrong"
Will you love you for you at the end of it all

Now in life there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is

Don't be scared to fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers you will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders, is he good enough for them
Keep trying to please them all
But he just never seems to fit in
Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be
Good enough for him
He's trying to change and
That's a game she'll never win

In life there will be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that one thing we should know is

Don't be scared to fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers they will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar

In the mirror is where she comes
Face to face with her fears
Her reflection looked forward on to her
After all these years
However how she's tried to be
Something besides herself
Now time has passed and she's ended up
Somewhere else with regret

What is it is that makes us feel the need, to keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be

Oh don't wait -- spread your wings and soar
Don't wait no more, you've got to soar
Spread your wings and soar -- don't wait no more
No don't you wait no more
Spread your wings and soar, you've can soar

So what you waiting for...

This is what I want to tell you, boy...

It's impossible to love you
If you don't let me know what you're feeling
It's impossible for me to give you what you need
If you're always hidin' from me

        I don't know what hurt you
        I just, I wanna make it right
Cos boy I'm sick and tired of trying to read your mind

Oh baby it's impossible for me to love you
It's the way it is
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible
If you makin' it this way

Impossible to make it easy
If you always tryin' to make it so damn hard
How can I, how can I give you all my love, baby
If you're always, always puttin' up your guard

This is not a circus
Don't you play me for a clown
How long can emotions keep on goin' up and down

Impossible baby
If you makin' it this way, this way
Oh baby, it's impossible
If you makin' it this way

I Wanna Be There

Wherever you go, I wanna be there
When you're shedding tears, I wanna be there to make you laugh again
When you're laughing, I wanna be there to share your joy
When you fail, I wanna be there to encourage you
When success, I wanna be there to applaud you
When you need someone, I wanna be there to give you all my support
Wherever you are, I wanna be there... with you

Story of A Girl

Everybody dislike her, even her own mother
She never loved by her own father
Well, actually, nobody loves her
In her family, she's an unwanted daughter
She's nothing compared to her brother
In school, she's nothing but a banter
She's trying to find something to make her better
She wrote down how she feels in a letter
Wrote down lots of questions that have no answer

She often sitting there at the night
All alone, hoping someone will hold her tight
And hoping everything will be alright
But she know something is not right
In fact, nothing is right
She's not clever, she's not bright
All her dreams are out of sight
She keeps looking low and high
Not even a single dream come to light
She's struggle with all she might
Trying hard to win the fight
But what does she got? Nothing but a big fright

In the end, when she's tired of cried
When hope no longer abide
She decide to commit suicide
Later, they find her lying in her bed side
Her blood is stagnant wide
Her face is already white
Well, what more can I say? She's already died

This poem inspired by Eminem :p